It's such a tough day. The tears are falling at a constant pace. Jack should be here. So many things should be different. I'm dreading going to spend time with family tonight. It's just so hard. I'm lying in bed just crying. Sean doesn't want to leave me. I push him out the door and tell him I need him tonight. He needs to get out. I cry and I cry. Why? Why? My chest tightens with anger and sadness. The lump in my throat gets bigger. Jack should be here for christmas. I don't want to leave my bed. The tears continue to fall and I try to catch my breath. Why was he taken from us?
Jack should be here.
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