Going over to my family's house is something I like to do. I get to have a nice meal, hang out with cousins, and be somewhere I am comfortable. But now it's hard. Jack is like the elephant in the room. Everyone has such pity for me and they are happy to see me out and about but Jack is not a topic. It's more like, "don't worry. You'll get pregnant again". Even if that's the case, Jack is still not here. And I would love to have him there with me. Sitting on my lap, showing him off, having aunts, uncles, and cousins spending time with him.
Why? Why? Why??????
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