Saturday, December 24, 2011

Much, much harder than I thought

I thought the holidays would go by and I wouldn't notice. I thought I could handle it. Instead the tears don't stop. I look at Jack's tree. It wasn't supposed to be like this!!!! I want to just scream because it's so unfair. Why can't he be with me? Why is this my life? Please let me wake up from this nightmare. I miss him so much. I want him here with me. Why can't I have my son ALIVE with me?
I can't handle this.

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