Sean forced me

My plan today was to stay in bed, under the covers and be by myself. But after lots of pushing and begging, I am going out on the four wheelers with Sean. He thanked me and I know it makes him happy because he did not want to leave me home alone in my state. So I'm doing it for him. And I'm sure it's good for me too. Get my mind off the fact that my body might have failed Jack and killed him. :-/