One of those days

It's gorgeous out. It's one of those beautiful days when you feel like you should really be doing something outside. Where am I? In my dark bedroom, in my bed, under the covers. I'm depressed. I look into Jack's room and see the stroller and wish that I could take him on a walk on this nice day. I don't feel like doing anything. All I want to do is cry. All I want is Jack.