I am leaving for NYC today. Yes I'm looking forward to it because it will be getaway and I haven't been there in a while. But I can't help but wish Jack was with me so that I could take him. Or if he was with me, would I even be going? I watched the episode of 19 kids and counting that has the loss of the baby at about 18 weeks. Feelings came rushing back. I will always remember that day, I think about it everyday. But watching that episode made me remember even more. Why did I watch, you ask? Because it is a little comforting to see other people go through what I did. I just hope I don't go through it again.
I miss you, Jack. I love you, Jack. And I wish you were here, EVERYDAY!!!!!!!!!!!
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