Boy things

Since I found out I am having a girl, it's hard for me to look at boy clothes, boy toys, etc. I feel like if I was having a boy, it wouldn't be hard because it would be stuff I could use for my future boy. But now, when I see those things, all I will think about is Jack. I went through the baby room and put away everything that was FOR Jack into boxes and it's in the closet. I gave all the clothes back to Jen and it is kind of a relief. It'll just be hard for me to be around little boys, boy's things, etc. Things like that will always, always remind me of my Jack Jack and I miss him so.