A step?

So I went to a few stores today and got some girls' clothes. I don't know if this means I am making progress. It's actually more because I have NOTHING girly. So I figured little by little, I would look at clearance sections and whatever is for sale and start collecting stuff for my little girl. I have some neutral stuff but I figure she deserves some stuff for a girl. I do love her. I do want her. I am just so scared...