One of those days

I'm feeling extra sad today. I feel empty. I'm home this morning because I'll be seeing my parents and working for my old boss in the afternoon. The house just feels quiet and empty. I feel hollow. I feel like something is missing and I know that is Jack. I look into the baby room and I just weep. He is supposed to be in there. I am supposed to be with him. I feel so lost and alone. I feel scared. I just don't know if these feelings will ever go away. Will I ever be happy again and go through a day and not well up with tears? I feel so unstable today. And I just feel alone.