I think I'm too sick to be depressed. I'm scared to cry because then I'll get more stuffed up. I'm trying to just focus on getting better.
Also, kind words, a lot that I did not expect, helped a lot as well. I woke up this morning to sweet words from Sean wishing me a happy mothers day. I got messages throughout the whole day from people who I barely talk to, from my best friends, from my family, friends and from people are hardly know. I got a card that I did not expect. I was really acknowledged as a mother today. It was hard because Jack is not here but I know deep down that I am, and always will be, his mother. I love you, my angel.
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