14 days

2 weeks to go. 2 weeks till I meet my baby girl.... hopefully. I get so scared thinking it will just happen all over again. Am I jinxing things by getting ready? Should I not have prepared myself for this baby and just waited to make sure? I can't help to think that but then I know me and I know I want to be prepared. I will just have to put everything away all over again if I lose her. I can only just hope and pray (if that even works) that the day will come and I will hear her cry and see her breathe and touch her warm skin. I can only hope that the next 14 days go by fast so that we will finally see if we will meet her.