My baby girl

My eyes well up with tears as I watch my daughter develop and grow up. It's amazing. It's wonderful and again, I'm at a loss for words. I can't express the feeling. It's overwhelming. I never want to forget these moments. I want a future with her and I never want to not know who she is. I am so scared that I will be how my mother is. Sure, she is familiar with me and I feel that she loves me. But she doesn't see me as her daughter anymore and it's heartbreaking. We don't have that bond anymore. And I'm so scared that will happen with Sam and me. My baby girl. I love her so much. So much.