Should have, could have...

I feel pretty guilty that unlike some other loss moms, I did not organize a team or a walk for Jack for the March of Dimes. I just know I could not do it at this stage. Maybe next year. I hope Jack doesn't think it's because I didn't want to represent him like other moms did for their kids. They raised money, got people to come together, and walked. I did not. I know it's not what shows my love for him but it's something I could have done for him.