I am constantly on the verge of tears today. I'm sure pregnancy hormones don't help. But that knot in my throat and that welled up feeling in my eyes is always there. I just want to wake up from this nightmare and hear Jack crying for his mother. I want to know that my baby girl is healthy as will make it to us safely in August. I hate this feeling. It makes me so angry. Why do I and Sean have to go through this fear? Through this sadness? What the hell did we do to deserve this?
As time passes, my wounds are not healing. I may seem ok on the outside but my heart is still broken.
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