The moments

As Christmas approaches, I am now able to share moments that I have waited to do for so long. The Grinch came on TV tonight. I was able to have Samantha on my lap and watch it with her. It's the little things like that, that bring out my tears. There are tears of joy. But then I think of Jack and wish how much it was with him and how he should be here. I have waited so long to spend Christmas time with my children. All my happy moments have become bittersweet moments instead.