Opening up

It's hard for me to express feelings. That's one of the main reasons I have a blog. It's one of the main reasons I would rather be on an online support group instead of one in person. It's why I would rather text or email my feelings to someone instead of saying it in person. It's hard for me to come right out and tell someone how I feel on a day to day basis about Jack. And sometimes, when I do, I get told the wrong things or hurt more. I'm fragile especially in this situation. How do I even know people want to hear about it? I'm pregnant and scared. Ask me questions, I'll answer. But having people say wrong things or not knowing if they even want to hear about draws me away.