Driving

The weather is gorgeous. The sky is blue, the sun is shining, and there is barely any humidity. It's beautiful out. I drive with the windows down and the music nice and loud. Samantha is in the backseat "talking". These are the moments I pictured with Jack. These are the moments I looked forward to. The weather is getting so nice and that all we want to do is be outside. Samantha is with me all the time. I love walking her in this weather. I love sitting outside with her. I can't wait to take her away this weekend. But through all this beauty and smiling, Jack is missing. He is always in my mind and in my heart. I can't help but think, he should be here. But I am so happy that Sam is here. It's just bittersweet....