Children

For the first time today in a long time, I spent a day with a bunch of children and I wasn't afraid. I didn't feel tears in my eyes and my arms weren't empty. Did I think of Jack? Of course. I wished he was there and I wish he could be with me all the time. But holding Sam and watching children play, I could only look to the future I have with my baby girl and I can't wait. Things will always go back to Jack but the happiness I feel with Sam is amazing.