8 month angelversary

8 months. Ouch. I can't believe the time has gone by. It seems like yesterday I was pregnant with Jack and I learned the news that he was gone forever. The question why remains embedded in my brain. The tears never stop flowing. The pain in my heart does not cease. 8 months of pure torture. I can only imagine what kind of boy little Jack Jack would be like today. What his development would be like. I wish I could be watching him grow instead of mourning his death. I love him more than anyone could imagine. I love him even though I held him for a moment and never got to see his eyes open. I love him and I will always love him. That is one thing that will never change.