Sean and I went to the neighborhood chili cook off today. Sean usually enters but he didn't this year due to his flu. Doing things in the neighborhood is something I always pictured with Jack. I would have loved to have him there with me. Then it is even harder when the friend's of ours show up with their baby who was due same time Jack was. Seeing him killed me. Jack was supposed to be that age. Jack was supposed to be in a stroller with me. It's just so hurtful and unfair. I just had to do everything I could not to cry. Though I took a moment to shed some tears in Sean's shoulder.
I wish Jack was here.....
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