Thinking of Jack a lot today. No particular reason why. Just missing him and wishing he was here. I hate that he's not here for me to hold. I hate that I can't rock him to sleep. I hate that I can't dress him. I hate that I can't watch him sleep. I hate that I can't bathe him.
I can go on and on. There are so many things I want to do with and for Jack and none of them will ever happen. I miss him!!!!!!!!!
your feelings are so normal,it is natural to hate all those things...you are dealing with the loss of Baby Jack YOUR way,and that is the right way! I am sure it was hard for the first night alone,but you did it:) thinking of you,and see you soon,Our trip is delayed a little because of another buss trip,but I will see you soon! alway thinking about you,big hug X chr
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